I wish I had somebody to love. Truly love, like there was nothing else that mattered in the world, like my very being depended on it!

First love. It's so innocent. It used to be. That, and the fact that I'm older now. Women my age have their mental innocence taken away by experiences. Could I ever find someone to share the love I dream of? Not in this day and age.

My heart may still be pure, but my mind is tainted with the demons of this world. I stopped trusting, I stopped believing, I stopped waiting.

I wish I had somebody to love. Truly love, like there was nothing else that mattered in the world, like my very being depended on it. But love like that does not exist…